Sweet Boy

The day that I found out I was pregnant with you I was so scared. I didn't know what to do or think. With the help of your daddy I wasn't as scared and I became excited and thrilled that I was having you. Your daddy and me had a name picked out for you whether you were going to be a boy or a girl but I always had a feeling that I was going to have a sweet littl boy. We had so much stuff for you from all of our family and friends. They were all so excited that you were coming into this world. The day that you were born I was so nervous and scared. I just wanted you to be a healthy little boy and even though there were complications I had you at last. I was so happy that I could not stop myself from crying. You were the sweetest most beautiful thing I had ever seen and I was so happy that Jesus sent you to your daddy and me. You became my everything as soon as I laid my eyes on you. I could not blieve that your daddy and me had made such a beautiful little boy. I never wanted the nurses to take you to the nursery and I didn't want to let anyone else hold you. I am every so grateful that I had you. You are the sweetest littl boy and I could not have asked for anything better than what Heavenly father gave me. I am so glad he gave me you!
Love Jordan--your birth mom

Meeting you

This was one of the first times that I met you. I believe the first time I ever saw you, you were sleeping.Meeting you for the first time was so exciting for me. I remember right after I had Ally I had dreams that I was holding a baby boy. At the time it made no sense at all because as you know I placed a baby girl. I kept feeling that there was a little boy that I needed to be a mommy to. When I first met you I knew that little boy was you. At first you were very hesitant to talk to me, you didn't like new things or new people. The first time you let me hold you was because you wanted to talk on the phone to a bank teller inside walmart. It was so cute. I instantly fell in love you with. You were so smart and so cute! I remember thinking "This little boy is exactly who I've been searching for." I can't believe how lucky I am to be your mommy. I love you so much Cayden!
Love Mommy